Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Stopping Time

I would love to stop time
Take Father Time's hour glass and turn it completely sideways so the sand will stop falling
Even if it can only be for a moment
Wouldn't that be nice?
What would you do if you could stop time?
Would you if you could?
I would wanna stop time to spend time with the ones I love
Especially with the one I love most
Just to be held in their arms and never be let go
To relax and breathe
To get done all I need to get done
All I want to get done
I would write more
Finish my novel
I would develop my talents
Gain more confidence
Gain it in others and myself
If I could stop time I would learn new skills
I would learn to cook and bake and not mess up
If I could stop time I would take a step back and look at the beauty of the world
I would travel it
To England, Australia, and Alaska
I would observe the things I love to look at
Fish, art, and stars
I would take times to look at the little things
To appreciate them
To make them the big things
If I could stop time I would create myself
Because life isn't about finding yourself it is about CREATING yourself
I would adjust my life so I can be who I want to be fully
I would take the time to  be truly happy
To fell it
To find it
If I could stop time I would do the impossible
I would take a walk in space and dance on the stars
I would swim with the fish in the sea
Without scuba gear
I would talk to people
Say the things I have always wanted to say to them
If I could stop time I would stop school
So none of us ever have to come back
And if I couldn't stop school
I would steal the answers to things
So I can pass and graduate
If I could stop time I would never grow up
I would find my inner child
I would find my Neverland
I would play
I would draw with chalk
And get all messy
I wish I could stop time
Stop it forever
Go off to my own world
And never come back
Because coming back would mean time would start again
And I am afraid of reality
And what life has in store for me

Monday, May 16, 2011

Ordinary World

Ifs....
I sit in school for seven hours a day. Then go home and go to work for another 3-7 hours. when i am not in school or at work i watch tv and stalk on facebook and text. I am 18 waiting to move out of my house. Waiting for something to change. Waiting for my life to being. Just waiting, wanting. But what if that all changed?  What if i got married at this age? If my mom finally understood me. If i got off my lazy butt and did homework. If i could be happy for more than a few moments at a time. If i got more than 1 A.If i had confidence in myself. When i graduate.If i stopped pleasing peole. If i turned into a vampire :P If I finally stood up to everyone i have something to say to. If someone close to me died. If my best friend kissed me..... Never mind that is to weird. IF the internal conflict would stop. If my novel got published. If i lost my legs. If I bleed till i almost died. If i never talked again...
But then agian these are all ifs....
Ifs that will probably never come to pass. I sit and dont take actions
One day I decied to take the action of doing something about my life and change it. I stood up for myself. Stopped being a people pleaser. I tell off my boss and my friend. Tell them everything on my mind.

How did the boss react?
How did the friend react?
Who will I stand up to next?

Gandhi

Easter sunday, a car, an open road, a radio turned on to loud.
A round-about, a girl, a button
Drving, 25 MPH
This is the sence for a car accident. Don't see it? Let me explain it. The girl we will call her Lucy.
She keeps forgetting to turn off her radio. Especially on sunday mornings. The night before she was out late and really didnt care. She was on her way to a farewell. She got ready and was so excited for the events of her day. Her mom was gone out of town. She was her own free women. She felt so great! Felt great to be free from her owner her mom. but will she ever own herself completly?
She goes to get in her car after getting all ready. In a cute new easter outfit ready for the day. She turned the key and the first thing she heard was the radio balring loud. but of course she didnt care. She pulled out of her drive way and went. She let the radio keep going. But of course with it being sunday she felt bad when she heard a word she really didnt like. So she turned it down. Then she came up to the roundabout. when she was exiting she decied just to turn the radio off. She couldnt find the button so she looked down for a little bit and for those three seconds. Before she knew it she was on the curb hitting trees and whatever else was in her way. She lost control. After her car finally stoped. Lucy was in shock. People who were behind her got out of their cars to help her. She then went to go calm down and wash her hands. While this was happening the police were called. She was in a little store, she ran into some friends. They came out to help her. After calming down she tried called her mom. no answer her mom was on a plane. Then her dad. no answer he was in church. So she had her friends and she called the first person that popped into her head. We will call him Jake. Jake quickly showed up and helped her deal with the police and all the reports to fill out. the police and everyone left and She looked at her car. The front smashed... both tires smashed. She wanted to cry but she held it in. He took Lucy home. And she lost it. She cried into his shoulder for an hour. She couldnt take the emotional pain. He then took her to his house because she didnt want to be alone. While there she realized it was not the last time she would see the light and everything would be ok.

Note: so i know this is a little different then everyone else has written it but this is how i wanted to hope you enjoy

Shake the Dust

This is for the broken heart, the one that hurts so bad it barley beats. This is for the girls who want to be great moms, for the boys who dont want to be just like their dads. This is for the girls who get abused by their boyfriends, for the boys who do so. Shake the dust. This is for the students who don't pass their AP test, but try anyway. This is for the people who are emotionally tramatized, becasue they went through something to hard to handle. This is for the peole who have wished on 11:11, shooting stars, and eyelashes. Shake the dust. The is for the people with no hope. For the loners who walk alone. For the depressed, the stressed, the tired. For those who call out to God with all their might to help. Shake the dust. This is for those who will step on toes to achive something. For those who will help anyone and expect nothing in return. This is for those who dont believe. For those who paretns are split. for those who cry themselves to sleep. Shake the dust. This is for those who dont think they can ever achive their dreams. For those who think they will never find love. For those who have. This is for those who sing at the top of their lungs in their car, but are to afraid to sing in from of people. Shake the dust. This is for those who are lost. This is for those looking for a real life fairy tale. Shake the dust.
Do soemthing different and shake the dust.

ready for the lamest sixer ever?????

LIFE IS LIFE, LIVE WITH IT!
Plz enjoy hehe
I did this becasue i am a slacker :P

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Blurbs....that is fun to say hehe :D

Speak Now: Taylor Swift
As Taylor realizes that she loves a boy, she does to his wedding, more like sneaks in. She sees all the wedding stuff going on. Then she day dreams that she objects the wedding and they run away together. As the wedding goes on she has to hide because she wasnt invited. She watches the wedding. what is going to happen when the preacher really says speak now or forever hold your peace? Will she follow her heart or hide in the curtains forever?

Halloween: Rent
As Mark realizes that he doesnt know how his life is going. everyone of his friends who were like his family are leaving. Angel has died. He is trying to figure out why everything has happend. He is afraid to be alone. So he needs to stand up to his friends. So will he stand up for what he believes in or will he stay alone forever?

A Little Bit Longer: Jonas Brothers
As a boy works through some health problems. The Dr. Tells him he has to stay. He thinks that a little bit longer and he will be just fine. As he sits in a hospital he waits on his cure. They can't find it. He is figuring out that people dont know what it is like to be so close to death. He has hope to hold on and he will be fine. So will he be ok? Or will the hospital be his death place?

Invisible: Taylor Swift
Taylor is in love with a boy. She believes she is more perfect for him then his girlfriend. But she just watches from a distance. To him she is invisible. He sees right through her. She thinks they are perfect. As she watches from afar she notices that the girl doesnt notice all his good qualities. She wants to be his so bad. She thinks they would be perfect. So will she always watch from afar or go up and talk to him?

Already Gone: Kelly Clarkson
As Kelly is going through a break up with a boy. She is letting him know that he is the best thing that has ever happened to her. But she wants him to move on so she leaves. everything started good. and then it all ended. Becasue things went bad. So will she go back to him or stay away forever?

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Story Songs

Song: I'm Still Here, Goo Goo Dolls
Lyrics: http://www.metrolyrics.com/im-still-here-lyrics-goo-goo-dolls.html
Plot: He is telling someone he is not living by their rules. He wants to be his own person. He has been living by others peoples rules forever and wants to break free. Everyone wants him to change but he doesnt want to. He wants to show the world who he really is. He is living his own dreams. He wants to feel real. He wants to do all the stuff he never got to and find a place that makes him happy. Even if he shows the world who he truly is, He is still there.
Character: The character is a boy. Who wants to be someone different than everyone is making him become. He is breaking free.
Conflict: The conflict I think is that he is finally breaking free and realizing people cant run his life. He is standing up to the man. Telling them they dont know who he really is.
Theme: Telling people who you really are, and not being something someone wants you to be just be yourself
Setting: I see the setting as at first he stands up to the man. Like he is standing up to his dad. A teenage boy. Int he setting of the world and his own home.

Song: Someone's Watching Over Me, Hilary Duff
Lyrics :http://www.metrolyrics.com/someones-watching-over-me-lyrics-hilary-duff.html
Plot: It talks about a girl (i'm guessing) that finds her self and realizes life is more than just a bunch of crap. She realizes that it doesnt matter what life throws at her she will make it through because she has someone watching over. She is telling herself she wont give up.If she is standing alone she wont even budge because she has someone watching over her. she doesnt have to worry anymore. she can handle and everything will be ok. She can do it!
Character: A girl who realizes what life is about and that someone watches over her to make sure she is alright
Conflict: It seemed like she didnt know where to go in life. that her conflict was herself. Then she realized that everything was all good.
Theme: That no matter what we shouldnt worry becasue someone is watching over us.
Setting: This confuses me but probably just a normal high schooler taking care of stress or something  just like now.... (setting confuses me still sorry if it doesnt make sense....)

I hope that is how it was supposed to look haha i was confused....kinda