ready for the lamest sixer ever?????

LIFE IS LIFE, LIVE WITH IT!
Plz enjoy hehe
I did this becasue i am a slacker :P

Blurbs....that is fun to say hehe :D

Speak Now: Taylor Swift
As Taylor realizes that she loves a boy, she does to his wedding, more like sneaks in. She sees all the wedding stuff going on. Then she day dreams that she objects the wedding and they run away together. As the wedding goes on she has to hide because she wasnt invited. She watches the wedding. what is going to happen when the preacher really says speak now or forever hold your peace? Will she follow her heart or hide in the curtains forever?

Halloween: Rent
As Mark realizes that he doesnt know how his life is going. everyone of his friends who were like his family are leaving. Angel has died. He is trying to figure out why everything has happend. He is afraid to be alone. So he needs to stand up to his friends. So will he stand up for what he believes in or will he stay alone forever?

A Little Bit Longer: Jonas Brothers
As a boy works through some health problems. The Dr. Tells him he has to stay. He thinks that a little bit longer and he will be just fine. As he sits in a hospital he waits on his cure. They can't find it. He is figuring out that people dont know what it is like to be so close to death. He has hope to hold on and he will be fine. So will he be ok? Or will the hospital be his death place?

Invisible: Taylor Swift
Taylor is in love with a boy. She believes she is more perfect for him then his girlfriend. But she just watches from a distance. To him she is invisible. He sees right through her. She thinks they are perfect. As she watches from afar she notices that the girl doesnt notice all his good qualities. She wants to be his so bad. She thinks they would be perfect. So will she always watch from afar or go up and talk to him?

Already Gone: Kelly Clarkson
As Kelly is going through a break up with a boy. She is letting him know that he is the best thing that has ever happened to her. But she wants him to move on so she leaves. everything started good. and then it all ended. Becasue things went bad. So will she go back to him or stay away forever?

Story Songs

Song: I'm Still Here, Goo Goo Dolls
Lyrics: http://www.metrolyrics.com/im-still-here-lyrics-goo-goo-dolls.html
Plot: He is telling someone he is not living by their rules. He wants to be his own person. He has been living by others peoples rules forever and wants to break free. Everyone wants him to change but he doesnt want to. He wants to show the world who he really is. He is living his own dreams. He wants to feel real. He wants to do all the stuff he never got to and find a place that makes him happy. Even if he shows the world who he truly is, He is still there.
Character: The character is a boy. Who wants to be someone different than everyone is making him become. He is breaking free.
Conflict: The conflict I think is that he is finally breaking free and realizing people cant run his life. He is standing up to the man. Telling them they dont know who he really is.
Theme: Telling people who you really are, and not being something someone wants you to be just be yourself
Setting: I see the setting as at first he stands up to the man. Like he is standing up to his dad. A teenage boy. Int he setting of the world and his own home.

Song: Someone's Watching Over Me, Hilary Duff
Lyrics :http://www.metrolyrics.com/someones-watching-over-me-lyrics-hilary-duff.html
Plot: It talks about a girl (i'm guessing) that finds her self and realizes life is more than just a bunch of crap. She realizes that it doesnt matter what life throws at her she will make it through because she has someone watching over. She is telling herself she wont give up.If she is standing alone she wont even budge because she has someone watching over her. she doesnt have to worry anymore. she can handle and everything will be ok. She can do it!
Character: A girl who realizes what life is about and that someone watches over her to make sure she is alright
Conflict: It seemed like she didnt know where to go in life. that her conflict was herself. Then she realized that everything was all good.
Theme: That no matter what we shouldnt worry becasue someone is watching over us.
Setting: This confuses me but probably just a normal high schooler taking care of stress or something  just like now.... (setting confuses me still sorry if it doesnt make sense....)

I hope that is how it was supposed to look haha i was confused....kinda

Jealousy

P.S.
By: Jewel
 I wrote those nice
poems only becasue
the honest ones
would frighten you

I wish I could wrote only four lines and have so much come out of it. I am jealous that she just says it how it is! I have to beat around the bush. She writes truth and it is amazing how inspiring it is! I write nice poems for people cuz i dont wanna depress them with the truth. This is just so inpiring and i wish i could be just as good as a writer. In fact i am jealous of all her poems. She is an excellent writer! one day i hope to be as good as she is! there isnt really anymore i have to write on this fact.... so yeah

The Crush

She saw him for the first time that summer night. To her he was cute but she let go because she knew she would never see him again. She made a fool of herself not caring what he or others thought because she knew she would never see him again. The rest of that summer came and went and she never saw him once. Then the next journey in her life began. She saw him once or twice. She saw him a lot when he was with the people she knew. And yet she still thought he was cute. Then on her journey came a bump in the road. People left her. Alone. Afraid. Not know what to do she ran up to the first person she thought of. A girl whom she barely knew. She asked that girl one simple question. That day he was there. And she still thought he was cute. Their friendship grew, her emotions let go. They talked more. She now saw him all the time and yet she still thought her was cute. People kept telling her they were perfect for each other. But he was unsure. So she backed off and was his friend. Now, it has been years. They are still friends and yet, she still thinks he is cute. They play, they laugh, they sing. There are inseparable. Two words defy them form everyone else. People still tell them they are perfect for each other, she shrugs it off and pretends to be disgusted. She hides it all, bottles it inside. So much that sometimes she gets sick. She wants to tell him how she feels, but those two words hold her back. It could all be ruined. All they worked up to be. The trust. The very thing they are. It is hard for her to hide it all, but she pulls it off. She doesn’t know how, but she does. The mask she hides behind when she is with him is thick. What does she say? She will remain; nothing. She is by his side every step of the way. She will never leave him. He runs to her in the hall for hugs. He says he has no feelings, but she is not so sure. She won’t tell him till the time is right, now is not that time. Those two words will always reamin. She will always have him and he will always have her. They don’t wanna lose one another. One day, it might happen, but for now she will hide behind that mask, waiting for the time. Yet, she still and always will think he is cute
Authors Note:
This my friends is the first poem i ever wrote! it is about a friend and stuff she went through. cool huh haha :P but i hope you enjoy! tell me what you think!

GOSH DARN IT!!!! I HAVE SOME THINGS TO SAY!!!

I am tired! I am so freaking tired I am ready to punch a wall.... and I have to write i freaking thing about complaints! Gosh!!! ok well here is all the things i am tired of.

I am tired of my sister making me mad on purpose
I am tired of getting in trouble for stuff i didn't do
I am tired of my mom being stressed out at me over nothing
I am tired of  school
I am tired of AP psych
Heck i am so tired of that class i fall asleep in it everytime!
I am tired of stupid teachers who think they can demean our intellegence and treat us like 3rd graders
I am tired of my friends making me solve there problems for them
I am tired of my boss
I am DONE with work
I am tired of my home
I am tired of disapointing people
I am tired of getting 0-4 hours of sleep every night
I am tired of being upset
I am tired of crying myself to sleep
I am tired of them not noticing
I am tired of coughing
I am tired of them worrying about me i am fine so they dont need to
I am tired of being nagged
I am tired of not spending time with my special someone
I am tired of failing
I am tired of my friends ditching me
I am tired of falling and no one is there to catch me or help me back up
I am tired of hurting so much
I am just tired.....
SO DONT BUG ME!!!!!

My Book I am writing!

ok so I am writing a book. And it is coming along ok. I have the beginning done and the end is almost done and I have bits and pieces of the middle.
So a quick summary of the book is.
There is a girl named Erika and she is a dancer. Her mom died of cancer when she was little and her dad is in the army. So they move alot. And she hates it. She has two older brothers who are twins (AJ and CJ) She hates them too. She basically hates life. She contunies dancing only becasue it was her mothers dream so she feels as if she has to continue to the dream. So it is her sr year of highschool and they just moved to Conneticut. She is not happy. She goes through a bunch of crap and then meets a friend Lucy. They get in a car accident. Lucy dies and Erika lives. Erika suffers now from a broken pelivis, a broken leg, and damage all over her body. She can't dance again. She is devistated. And it is basically about how she goes throughout life.
So I had a movie magic moment about two months ago. It was a saturday and I was not being a happy camper, becasue my friends who I would make plans with kept ditching me. I was not happy at all becasue this would happene with everyone. So yeah I walked outside and looked up at the sky and the second I looked up at the sky it started to snow. I swear I almost cried. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen ever!!! so i decieded to put something like that in my book so I did. As the end. It is not finished but I am going to put what I have :] hope you enjoy!

Note: This is still a first draft. Therefore I do not put anything in paragraphs. If you dont like it live with it. And it is also not all the way done so if it cuts off sorry! also first draft it is going to be messy and might not make sense in places.

I was in bed all day. I hadn't been to school since the last time I had that talk with Nick. Two weeks. I just couldn't handle school or people anymore. It was to much for me. The stares I got from people. I just couldn't do it. So I went back to sitting in a bed all day. Today was a bit different though. CJ and AJ were being super nice. They got home from school and came and carried me downstiars. They put me in my wheel chair and wheeled me outside. When we got out there I looked up and started crying. The sky was covered in grey clouds and snow was falling. It was the most beautiful thing I had seen in a long time. I had never seen snow like this. It was amazing. A flake hit my cheek and it felt like a little baby kiss that melted on my face. "Thank you." I said out of my teary sound. My brothers have never done something like this for me ever. It amazed me! "Your welcome Erika we thought you would like it." AJ said in a tone that was not his normal joking tone. HE said it very sincerly. I turned around to see my brothers faces. They were crying. I had never once felt colser to my brothers that I did now. We were all staring up at the sky now. It was silent, as the happy tears fell down our faces. I usually perferd rain but today I perferd snow. "Erika if you ever need anything you can always come to us. I know we haven't been the nicest to you in the past, but we were thinking about it and if you would have died in that accident we wouldn't know what to do. We love you." When CJ said this he was bawling. I looked up at him. "CJ I know thank you. YOu guys are the greatest people I know. I was always worried about not having friends and being alone. But I should have never worried about that, becasue I should have known I always have you two." The tears were freezing to my cheeks, like ice cicles. But I didn't care to much, I had the two best people right by me sharrig this special moment with me. Right now I didn't care about Nick or any of the kids at school. All I cared for was this moment, this moment in my life. This was the perfect way to end an emotional day.

That is all I am going to share with you right now! I do have more and if you guys like it then I will post more! plz plz pzl let me know what you think!!! this is the ending and i have really high hopes of getting this published!!! and if you have ideas for titles for this let me know too!!! thanks!!!