Sunday, March 13, 2011

Love Is....

Love is putting your arm around me
Love is wearing your jacket
Love is hugging you on my front step
Love is Undefinable
Love is when you look me in the eyes
Love is kissing you in the school parking lot
Love is having late night texting conversations
Love is having a two person thought train
Love is writing with the best pen ever
Love is dancing ever so close to you
Love is talking for six hours and feeling like only one has past
Love is happiness
Love is singing at the top of you lungs while driving down an empty highway
Love is skipping school
Love is taking long drvies
Love is taking long walks in the rain
Love is you holding me
Love is my head on your shoulder
Love is letting your emotions fly free
Love is caring so much about one single thing
Love is trying on the perfect shirt
Love is crying yourself to sleep
Love is having someone think about you
Love is holding a new born
Love is coloring in a coloring book
Love is when your necklace clamp is in the front
Love is making a wish at 11:11
Love is holding your hand
Love is keeping each other warm
Love is violently shivering for two hours
Love is catching them when they fall
Love is a song playing in an empty room
Love is floating away
Love is waking up late
Love is unconditional
Love is forgetting you lines
Love is listening with nothing to say
Love is rain pouring down
Love is pounding out all your emotions on the piano after a really bad day
Love is Love
Love is thinking of you
Love is smelling you smell
Love is wearing your favorite pair of shoes
Love is acting childish
Love is talking to yourself
Love is failing a test
Love is having a migrain
Love is listening to songs that remind me of you
Love is hurting so much
Love is writing till your fingers bleed
Love is crying till your eyes burn
Love is saying 'I love you'
Love is being so sick you can't stand
Love is something you can't explain
Love is weird
BUT I LOVE IT!!!!

Authors Note: So there it is from a person who used to hate love too... hope you enjoy! tell me waht you think :)

Monday, March 7, 2011

Finding My Neverland

People always ask me when will you grow up
I don't know how to answer so I just walk away
Everyday I get funny looks becasue of my childish acts
I look at those people and break inside
A kind of breaking where my systems shut down
It is a heart breaking feeling
Then I start thinking, wondering about if I really do need to grow up
Change me and be someone different
I breakdown and cry sometimes
Then I realize I have the key to the door
The door to my Neverland
Neverland a place where no one has to grow up
A place where you can always be yourself
A place where you can have no worries
It is not anyone elses Neverland it is mine
I know I can always be happy there
I can sing dance and play with no worries
Everyone is friends, no one makes fun of one another
It is a place that is under lock and key in the back of my mind
There so no one outside can enter in
It is my place
My Neverland
A place where all life is beautiful
Everyone lives to the fullest of their potential
Everyone is here not to grow up
To have the childhood they have always wanted
Everyone is happy
There is no emptyness at all
No overpowering feeling but happiness
Everywhere you go in Neverland you have a friend
NO one has to worry here
No anxiety
No depression
No emptyness
No fear
No heartbreak
Nothing but happiness and love in my Neverland
I don't have to grow up ever
I am perfect the way I am
Always young at heart
but sooner or later I have to walk out the door
The door in my mind and lock it up
I don't want anyone to enter in and destroy it all
So I walk out and go out in the real world once more
And take the critisim
The hate
The looks
Bottle it all up inside me until my cup is full
When that time comes and I am sad once more
I go unlock the door to my Neverland again
And enter into a place like none other
The place I wanna stay forever
It breaks my heart that I can't
An escaping place in my mind
It is mine forever
My own little place
For no one else but me
MY NEVERLAND!

Authors Note:
 I got the idea to write this fter i watch finding neverland with my friend. This poem is based off of life experiences. It came from my heart. It came from my feelings. I really believe that everyone has their own Neverland. So i dedicate this poem to everyone who feels alone and lost, who doesn;t know where to turn. It took me months to write this. It was hard to write. to get the wording right. I had alot of writers block. I wasn't sure if I wanted to let my ture feelings out to the world. So here it is for people to read! HOPE YOU ENJOY!!!

Saturday, February 19, 2011

My Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk alone, I walk alone
The sky is dark, the wind is rapidly blowing, but no rain
I walk alone, I walk alone
My boulevard of broken dreams
No one knows it is here but me
In the middle of the empty street there is a piano
I get excited becuse i know I can play it for hope
Even if it is a little hope
I sti down to play
It doesn't play, the piano is broken
I walk alone, I walk alone
An abandoned dance studio
One of the many broken crumbled buildings on the street
The windows are broken
I go to look inside
The mirrors are shattered, the floor torn up
A pair of toe shoes lie in the middle of the floor
Black, ripped, frayed
I walk alone, I walk alone
I turn around to look at the rest of the broken road
I see you
You're just standing there
I start to walk towards you
Finally thinking that there will be no more broken dreams
But you walk away
Walk away and disapear in the darkness
I walk alone, I walk alone
Papers blowing around in the wind
I grab one the write on it
They disapear in a puff of smoke
No writing here on my boulevard of broken dreams
I walk alone, I walk alone
No one here
Everyone gone
I am alone on this lonley road
I am literally left here to walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone
I'm here alone, I'm here alone
I'm left alone, I'm left alone
I'm here left to walk alone
On my Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Authors note:
Ok so this was super hard to write, but i just really truthfully wanna know what you guys think! thanks!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Happiness

What is happiness
What does it really mean
Does it mean we have a smile on our faces
Ot is it something more
What makes people happy
What makes me happy
Happiness is
Dancing all my emotions out
Dancing till I have no more energy
Dancing in the rain
Dancing spastically
Dancing like there is no tomorrow
Happiness it
Writing poems
Writing stories
Writing nonsense
Hapiness is
Hugging my mom
Hugging my sister
Hugging my nieces
Hugging my nephews
Hugging my best friends
Hugging the ones I love the most
Hugging in general
Happiness is
Watching movies
Watching TV
Watching the rain fall
Watching the snow fall
Watching the night come
Watching people dance
Happiness is
Singing songs
Singing with my sister
Singing for people
Singing really bad XD
Happiness is
Drinking Dr. Pepper
Eating Macaroni and Cheese
Drinking milk
Eating cold cereal
Happiness is
Smiling
Happiness is
Talking to people
Helping people
Texting people
Happiness is
Seeing others happy
Seeing a baby smile
Hearing a baby laugh
Happiness is all this to me and more
This is what happiness means to me
What does happiness mean to you?
Authors Note:
Ok so I came to the realization the other day that I really only write poems when I am feeling down. I havent felt down in like 1 1/2 2 months now. So I really didn't write any. I was talking to someone and they were trying to help me find something to write about when I was happy. So I decided to write a poem about what happiness is to me. So I was listening to the song Happiness is from: You're a Good Man Charlie Brown and it inspired the writing format from this poem. Hence all the happiness is. So yeah I hope you enjoy it!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Scars

Scars
A word which can mean so many things
You can have scars in so many places
They all stories to go with them
You show then to everyone so they can be amazed with them
But there are always the one people can't see
The ones on your heart and soul
No one know they are there but you
They are from heartbreak, failure, and disapointment
After someone hurts you the wound is created
You are sad for a short period
Then the scar is made
The scar that will remain there forever
There is nothing you can do to get rid of it
The hidden scars
You only know that they are there
Where they came from
Who gave them to you
It makes it sore when you or think about the person
Then you find the one who you think will take the scars away
But they are always there
You open up to the person and show them the scars on your heart and soul
Now they know they are there
They do all they can to help you
Then you notice they have scars too
Everyone has hidden scars
Everyone has been broken
It is one simularity all humans have
It binds everyone together
Scars
One simple word
A word that means so much but also binds the world together
It brings everyone together in a special sense
No one knows
but everyone can relate
Something so sad and so great
Everyone has been hurt by something they thought they would have
Have forever
But instead it was replaced
Replaced with a scar
Sacrs
Break hurt torment
Scars
On the heart and soul forever
Authors Note: I love to write poerty so this is one I wrote and I think most people can realate tell me what you think! Also this is one of my not so good poems heh.... :P

Thursday, February 10, 2011

I'm Thinking About You

I'm thinking about you.
I'm thinking about you like zombies think of flesh. Like monsters think of closets. Like vampires think of blood. I'm thinking about you like math thinks of problems. Like english thinks of grammer. Like history thinks of the past. I'm thinking about you all the time. Like thunder thinks of lightning. Like tears think of rain. I'm thinking about you like happiness thinks of laughter. Like depression thinks of saddness. Like anger thinks of agression. I'm thinking about you like war thinks of peace. Like rainbows think of color. Like dance thinks of parites. I think about you ALOT! I think about you every second of the day. I think about you like nerds thinks of calculators. Like calculators think of math. Like is think math is dumb. I think about you like songs think of lyrics. Like my iPOD thinks of music. Like music thinks of magic. I'm thinking about you like spiders thik of cobwebs. Like Slytherins think of evil. Like Voldemort think of killing Harry Potter. I'm thinking about you right now in my creative writing class. I'm thinking about you in every class. I'm thinking about you in the day. I'm thinking about you in the night. I'm thinking about you like you think of me. I just think about you all the time!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Direct Orders

You are under direct orders to rock the **** out! Rock out like you juse got kissed. Rock out like you just performed on American Idol and the Judges sent you threw to Hollywood. Rock out like you are having a silent dance party! Rock out like you just got told by the person you like that they like you. Rock out like there is no tomorrow. Rock out like no one is watching. Rock out like you just conquerd your biggest fear. Rock out like the person you like just held your hand. Rock out like an old happy grandpa. Rock out like it's the 80's and your hair is big and you are wearing neon colors. Rock out as if your life depended on it cuz the world is ending tomorrow and only you know. Rock out like you are not afraid of anyone or anything especiall your english teacher. Rock out like you are so don't care what others think of you.Rock out like you get to sleep in and you have no early morning classes to go to.Rock out like you just moved out of your parents home after 20 years. Rock out like you have 24 hours to live. Rock out like you are going on the best date ever! Rock out like you will have no more problems, mental, physical, or social. Rock out like you put on your confidence pants. Rock out like no one else matters. Rock out like you have all the money in the world. Rock out like you are a hobo and you have no money and you haven't eaten anything in 3 days and you just found 5 bucks on the street and someone gave you a can of soup. Rock out like you get to hang out with your best friend. Rock out like you just quit your horrible job and you crazy manager begged you to stay. Rock out like you just graduated high school. Rock out like you have never rocked out before. Rock out like music is the only thing that matters. Rock out like you are Ke$ha, Lady GaGa, and Miley Cyrus.  Rock out like you have never felt alone and afraid. Rock out like you are always happy. Rock out like you just got a 4.0. Rock out like you never have to worry again. Rock out like you could rock out forever!